What the F***!

Argh!!!!!!!!
What the hell is this??!!!
It's freaking me out!!!!
Well, it's not exactly my problem but some how I feel related to it...

Why can't he just leave her alone???!!!
What's his problem???
Trying to protect?
Trying to show how much he care about her?
This is all bull shit!!!

You're not protecting! You're more like controlling!
You're not caring! You're............still CONTROLLING!!!
Why is this thing so so so so UNFAIR!!!
I thought she can fly with relief... Happy...

This is all ..................................................... I'm so speechless!!!!

I don't really wanna have any bad/rude words here in my blog...
I just couldn't help it!
I need to chill out!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Updates!

Wanted to blog few days ago, but Fernie came to my house... So, I can't do anything... Haha! =p Oh well well, took half day leave on Wednesday because of that fella, Fernie Khor! Haha XD *I think I better stop if not later she's gonna scold me... Hehe* I had loads of fun that day! =) Met up with Fernie, Tomyam, Boon Han, Joey and Chew Lian in KLCC... Just hang out, chit chat and take photos only... Well, might be the last meeting with Fernie...

Wee~

Nice!! =)

*glup glup*

Thanks to Joey, Boon, Jaren, Charles and Chew for the present!
I love it! =D

Then, Fernie stay in my house for 2 days before going back to Penang... It was DISASTER! Haha But fun tho... My mom damn nice to her wei! >.< My house is like her house dy... Haha

Talking on the phone also wanna take...

Fernie damn desperate!

Pose pose pose!

I like this! =)

Hamburger!!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Nitez!

Hmm... Wanted to blog but very tired and sleepy~

So, I shall blog after wake up from a sweet night! =)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Stupid!!!

Was skyping with Yee Eng just now... Thought can finally talk and webcam with her, mana tau the connection kept cutting off for nothing! Argh! Damn frustrated with this streamyx la! Useless de! >.< Just wanna have a small chat also cannot!!!

Bad! Bad! Bad! Bad! Bad! Bad!

*Hehe! Just wanna express my frustration only~*


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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Haha!

Not really updating my blog recently... Cause really got nothing much to write plus I'm lazy and tired after back from work...

Today I went Pyramid at around 6.30pm after my work... It was funny to see how Fernie react when I surprise her by appearing there... Haha! I laughed non-stop! Tomyam's reaction also damn funny! Haha XD Actually I didn't thought of going Pyramid at all de... I was sms-ing her afternoon to check out what she's doing... Then after chatting with her, I thought of going Pyramid to surprise her... Haha Even though got bit spoiled, but still damn funny! Haha =p After that, me, Fernie, Tomyam, Jie Yee and Tamu went for dinner at SS14... Chat chat chat and chat!

Well, I was happy to see Yann Huoy and Loo~! Haha! Wanna hang out with all of them la!

Friday, November 13, 2009

What a life?

Hmm... I don't know what to write le... Nothing much happen in my life also... Bored~ is the only word I can use to describe my everyday life now... Haha >.<

My weekdays routine is like:
7.30am~wake up and get ready to leave my house
9.00am~start working with those documents and agreements
1.00pm~my lunch time
2.00pm~back to work again
6.00pm~finally can go home *relief!* =p

When I reached home, everything is like heaven to me! Haha! And I feel that I can't do much thing in one day... Not enough time! I think my brother is really mad at me cause I said I'll help him do revision for the SPM... However, I haven't really started anything with him... Hehe! What a slack sister =s

Friday I'm taking one day leave to do my university stuff! Can relax another one more day then till Monday only work... Hehe!

Well, I'm gila about Final Fantasy VIII recently... Feel like playing again! Don't know why, among all the Final Fantasy series I just loved this one... I like the story, character and the music =) The last time I played was... I can't remember but it was almost the end... I think left the last boss, Sorceress Ultimecia... Wanted to continue but the PS 1 disc kena throw by my mom =s I tried to download for my PSP, but play till half hang! Argh! My cousin is trying to find and download... So maybe I can curi from him! Haha! =)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

='(

The thing I've been feared and worried the most happened today... It was really bad... All this while, I've been trying so so so hard to take care of the bonding between the 2 people I loved the most... I know I couldn't help much due to her personality... All I could do was to comfort him and give all my love and care to him without a single thought of hesitation... However, I don't this can last for how long...

He finally burst out! He couldn't take it anymore... Seeing his tears keep flowing out like that, my heart feel so tight, so pain, so... I don't know how to help him... I tried all my best to help him snap out from the moment... I tried to comfort him, tried to persuade his thought... But it's really difficult! He then said this:

"即使时间可以把不愉快给冲淡,
然而那条刺怎么也除不去"

Saturday, October 31, 2009