Hmm... I don't know what to write le... Nothing much happen in my life also... Bored~ is the only word I can use to describe my everyday life now... Haha >.<
My weekdays routine is like:
7.30am~wake up and get ready to leave my house
9.00am~start working with those documents and agreements
1.00pm~my lunch time
2.00pm~back to work again
6.00pm~finally can go home *relief!* =p
When I reached home, everything is like heaven to me! Haha! And I feel that I can't do much thing in one day... Not enough time! I think my brother is really mad at me cause I said I'll help him do revision for the SPM... However, I haven't really started anything with him... Hehe! What a slack sister =s
Friday I'm taking one day leave to do my university stuff! Can relax another one more day then till Monday only work... Hehe!
Well, I'm gila about Final Fantasy VIII recently... Feel like playing again! Don't know why, among all the Final Fantasy series I just loved this one... I like the story, character and the music =) The last time I played was... I can't remember but it was almost the end... I think left the last boss, Sorceress Ultimecia... Wanted to continue but the PS 1 disc kena throw by my mom =s I tried to download for my PSP, but play till half hang! Argh! My cousin is trying to find and download... So maybe I can curi from him! Haha! =)
What a life?
='(
The thing I've been feared and worried the most happened today... It was really bad... All this while, I've been trying so so so hard to take care of the bonding between the 2 people I loved the most... I know I couldn't help much due to her personality... All I could do was to comfort him and give all my love and care to him without a single thought of hesitation... However, I don't this can last for how long...
He finally burst out! He couldn't take it anymore... Seeing his tears keep flowing out like that, my heart feel so tight, so pain, so... I don't know how to help him... I tried all my best to help him snap out from the moment... I tried to comfort him, tried to persuade his thought... But it's really difficult! He then said this:
然而那条刺怎么也除不去"
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tired~
After a tiring day of work... I wasn't in a good mood tho... Even though I've been just doing paper work in a law firm, but the files, letters, agreements are killing me! =s Well, working is never a great thing! I think study better... Haha! >.<
Well then I received this call which turned my mood to extremely great! =) I was shocked too to hear it was Yee Eng! =) Really miss her! Hope she will come back during her Xmas holidays! =)
Hmm...guess what? I found this application which I can now start blogging using my iPhone! So cool!~ hehe
I think that's it! Gotta sleep! Damn tired! Nitez people! ^^
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
My dear is driving!
Hey people! Finally I got something to write! Hehe >.<
Just now I accompanied my brother as he's going to drive for the first time after getting his driving license... And he drove my blackie City! Well, it was his first time driving an auto car so he was kinda nervous and excited! I don't know why... Maybe he scared he can't drive properly... Haha! =p
He was damn funny! Once he started the car engine,
Bryan:" Jie, what should I do now?"
Me:" What you've learn huh? Nothing? On the light first la!"
Bryan:" K..." *looking at where is it to turn on*
Me:" At you right side... Didn't you know that?" *He turned on, then looked at me again* "You can start driving dy dear... Switch the gear..." Then I laughed! The car moved...
He sure was damn nervous! I can see it from his face and the way he drive... Haha! However, the way he drive really made me bit anxious... He didn't really look at the 3 mirrors when he's suppose to... Frighten me a little le... I did scold him while he was driving cause of the danger... Feel bad bout that, his first-timer le! Not to comment too much cause his first time tho =) Still we reached back home safe! =D
He he he... Actually I was the one who asked him try to drive just now; yet, I was nagging and in a way scolding him while he was driving >.< What a "great" sister! I know I was bit too harsh but I did apologized to him after we reached home! Still I love him loads! =) *I'll ask my Dad to train him instead of me myself... At least my Dad won't scold him, he'll just keep quiet and has his right hand holding the handbrake...* =p
After all, I was worried too much! One was my dear brother! I scared if he got his hand slip or what so ever thing --> accident! *choi choi* Then, it was my car Blackie... I never want my blackie to get any damage again ever since it was fully repaired from the last accident... Hehe
Okies! Done! Gotta sleep! Need to wake up early to work tomorrow! =)
Nitez people!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I've been thinking a lot recently... I wondered is it because I'm too free? Well, not exactly... I guess that just me who like to think a lot... Mostly when I'm alone tho... Past? Present? Future? Or even something that will never happen! Everyday having different/same thoughts in my head...
When I thought of the past, I felt that I've missed quite a lot of stuff and of course regrets for not doing well on all that stuff... However, no more turning back... It'll only become memories~
I was having a hard and long night yesterday thinking of the past... Just one particular thing... Back to when I was studying in Stella Maris *Form 1 - Form 2(half)* Having those happy scenes flashing in my head... Having a bunch of great friends there... But now, I'd say we are no more how we are... I had this one very good friend there in Stella Maris... I still remembered a lot! I think I'd be better if I'm a forgetful person...
Everything changed! I have my life, she has hers...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
七个对不起
男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落 的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉 走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
-->纯纯的“对不起”
男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那 么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起， 我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
-->“对不起”的快乐
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终 于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和 男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡 梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
-->“对不起”也是一种承诺
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不 像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有 一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
-->“对不起”，谎言的开始
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而 女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现 在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后 她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
-->“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式
女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的 观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己 的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子 上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫 喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
-->这样的“对不起”太伤人
男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎 么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再 为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄 得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
-->原来“对不起”也可以是种结束
那一年，男孩疯了。
It's quite a sad story... Nothing to post~
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Jogoya
I was whole day out yesterday with my Inti's friends... Afternoon I went for a movie "500 days of Summer" with Fernie, Loo and Yann Huoy... Well, the movie was not really nice... I don't know why my cousin said it was nice and ask me go watch... Not Nice! =s
Then next thing was me, Fernie, Joey, Boon Han, Chew Lian and Tom Yam went to Jogoya, Starhill for dinner... Had quite loads of fun there with them especially Boon the Joker! Haha! =p
Fernie -> Chew Lian -> Me -> Joey
Tomyam -> Boon -> Chew Lian
Ice-cream time!
Still I'd prefer Tenji compared to Jogoya... Even Tom Yam also agreed with me... The food not really nice and they don't have much choices... Only the dessert counter, I'd say is the best! Fernie damn excited seeing the cakes! Haha
All posing
After dinner we walked around Starhill... Then Fernie said wanna go to the "Sky Bar" but we couldn't find that building... So, we called it as a day! Fernie stayed over my place and we talk damn a lot lo! Till 3am also haven't sleep... Haha
